LIFELESS

feel lifeless foe my life now...every month or end of the mont. i need to worry how much salary i get. How i settle my payment. Damn on my life...
LIFELESS*
JANUARY!!i really bankrup on this month.This month, just get RM250 for my salary!!!
RM250!!!!!How can i survive and wat can i do???HAIZ...buy two cloth the money already gone d la..!!!RM250...how i need to pay my car loan, ph bil???i think is not enough to pay at alll..wat the STUPID PAYMENT!!!every month also made me headache made me down..tsk tsk..
summore dad mum leave me and my sis alone at home,they also didn't give us money to buy our breakfast lunch dinner!!!see RM250 can do wat...eat one week also finish d...
in the early morning...mummy call me say bank call to ask us to pay the car loan.WTF i realy bankrup d la...how to pay..if paid it i no need eat no need drive to work d la...summore get scold...damn..why u dun understand me?why u just feel i very rich!!!you just will blame me clever to spend money!!!!mummy i really tired la.becoz of the money i alreadt try to work two job in the time...wat u wan me to do now!!!!
WAT the teenager life?izit everyday need to working working working??no more shopping???no more dating???for me tat is YES!!!coz my life is totally different wif other...IS no choice for me...I should follow up..
WEll...one day i cannot tahan..i really will choose to end up my life...!!!!i tired i tired i tired....stress stress stress!!!i need a place to let me breath!!i really become bad girl!!!smoke smoke smoke!!!drink drink drink!!!dance dance dance!!!clubbing clubbing clubbing!!i think i gonna be a crazy d...
well..

i'm sick again...

hng hng..
i sick again..
izit..
cough?flu?sore throat?fever?
hmmm...hmmm..
all also hv..
damn..
i hate cough..
everyday coughing non-stop..
cannot slp well..
feel suffering every nitez..
tsk tsk
and last nite getting fever.
i take mc on yesterday...
but i still goin work my partime at nite..
hee*
but i dun care on it..
even i sick until very serious..
i still eat tomyam mee, hokkie mee, fried, fruit,ice-cream,laksa....
omg i totally cannot stop on it..
now my sound is very sex..
ahah...
i think i waiting get scold...
but tat food is nice la..
how can i stop ler..
T.T
i dun care i dun care..
will continue to eat..
hee*
but medicine go away.....


**TODAY
TSK TSK..
my head gonna have a big bao la..
all is linda fault la..
ask me to help her to take the straight arm..
how i noe..i didn't go hold the thing..
the straight arm already fall down..
and my head get injury now..
is damn pain ler..
tsk tsk...
linda u really give me a early ang pao...
tsk tsk...

single life

wat is a single life??
hmmm..
for girl n guy also same..
like goin club without gf or bf??
smoke?
drink?
dance wif girl or guy?
tease wif girl or guy?
in the club..
all no need to caring gf or bf tat feeling..
or no need scare they jealous or wat..
sumore want do wat in the club also can..
like ONS?
or kissing in club wif other girl or guy?
ahahaahahaha..
great single life in my life..<3

hold week...

**
wat hold week i did ??
erm..
is nice for the hold week.
the 1st is x'mas even..
tat day i scare i will be alone to celebrate the x'mas even..
but is fun on tat day.
at noon, when woke up i meet up phy in ptpl to asking our degree course..
after we went to gurney to having our lunch..
when we finish our lunch.
den we sart to shop until non stop..
but den all is phy bought.
but me just bought two cloth..one in topshop another one is mng.
total is 29*
cheap rite..?
sure will get a cheap on tat day..coz all the store is on sale wat.
but for me..
no money no talk..
aiz..
just can bear on it.
after 5 sumthing..
i really must rush go back to home to taking my bath..
coz i still hv another date..
but gurnye again..
wee*
waiting my lovely darling joo n carolyn at winter warmer..
when meet up they..we change to sega..
ahem..
at there we still can do wat?
sure is drink smoke enjoy..
ahaha...
is fun x'ma even to celebrate wif them..
darling i love u all so much...


the second fun day is meet up my best frd xiaojing at queensbay
but tat day adding one ppl..
tat person is.
my darling too..
yuncing *
we having our dinner at dragon-i...
after we goin to j.co chichat..
is very fun at there..
coz when meet up xiaojing..
she sure did a silly thing at there wan.
like be4 we at pumkim patch there..
ahaahh.
but is nice....
woo...waiting u come back again ya.
den meet up u at ladies nitez again..ahemm...
is not club ya..
loll


the last day new year even*
wat to do at tat day..?
ermmmm..
i went to gurney to meet carolyn.
we shop at there around 6 sumthing..den go steamboat wif phy n his bf.
well..
i very thx wif carolyn.
coz tat nitez she got her family party..
she aso acc me until 9 sumthing.
is very touch..
tat all..end!!!!

see...
x'mas even


see...shop non stop..




my x'mas present form joo..my husband


capture by yeong lyn





me**


see yeong lyn n ying ying..



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woo..dargon-i



3 ladies..*


3 ladies again><
woo..my favourite yummy..



woo...act cute...lollll




yuncing n meee*


meeeee


the pretty girlll

new year even*



see joo..doing wat at there??




nice rite???i capture for her wan!!!!

end end end...

sadness

i get the result..
tat is my "gud" x'mas presnt in tis years..
wtf..
all subject i pass..
just only the MR.TAX..
i FAIL...
i crying hold day..
i cried to ring my dad..
i said i fail, i unwilling and cannot accept..
feel so sorry to them, n waste the money to retake..
he just told me, dun cried! just retake again...
thx dad n mum didn't blame me..
AND i very regret is..i cannot take next year tat degree intake in ptpl..
i must complete the stupid MR.TAX, i just can go for my degree..
but..the main point is made me unwilling n sad!!!
is becoz i teaching tat ppl..
she pass i fail...
izit funny??
tat is..
when she heard i fail...she feel very guilty..
i wan to let her noe...
QL:''i wont blame u..tat is u luck...
not u fault also..
dun guilty..
i teach u, u pass i very hapi to see it..
i just feel unwilling..becoz i canot did it well."
i noe tat u all very worry about me..
thx for u all..
i will try to chill and accept tat thing was happen..
i'm trying...
i think i cried 2 day..should be tired d..
i will i will be strong n be a best in next year..
will find back my confidence!
thx u guys.
love u <3

fun time..

saturday nitez..
is clubbing nitez for me...
is fun on tat day..
long time didn't went to the club..
like we wanna burn the club..
coz..
we dance very high at there..summore meet a lot frd..
and tat i cannot imagin joo was very crazy on the club..
when i saw it...i just can say joo...
u very sexy on tat day!!!
ahaha...
around 3 o'clock..
we went back..
omg..my leg is fuking pain..
like cannot walk..
damn..

sunday noon..
woo..
goin qb wif abie..
is 1st time goin out wif her..
ahaha..
we go to nando's for our lunch..
after we go to forever 21 window shopping..
well..
we waste around one hour at there..
but ntg to buy..
coz all the shirt is too big for us..
damn..
erm...after we went to j.co buy ice-cream...woo.
is nice..
yogurt ice-cream..
den we go starbuck to find a place to sit..coz j.co is full..
hmm..around 5 sumthing..
we went to town to take our dinner..
summore is my favourite tomyan + peach tea..
after finish our dinner..
we went to pulau tikus eat heagen-dazs
ahaha...
coz abie wan go find her bf..
well..
very hapi today..
coz all the meal is abie treat me..
thx for u..

see.






prepare goin to club...








went out wif abie...

leaving

i wan leaving penang..
dun feel i like to stay here anymore..
penang is a nice place..
but i wan go oversea to learn how independent on life..
when i can leave it..
when when when..
i have been try to get a chance to leaving here!!
bye penang!